I think i've always been the lonely girl.
but i think i've never noticed it till now.
I give advice.
but i don't get it.
i offer advice.
but i don't ask for it.
I think i just might be the fakest real person that i know.
I don't think anyone truly knows who i am, and i don't think i want them to...
I've never asked for help, and never really shown that i'm vulnerable.
It's easier to just be the shoulder to lean on, then the person who needs leaning.
It's easier to the good friend, then the person who could really can use a good friend.
I've created this bubble, that only i know exists....yet i'm not sure if i want out.
Theres times where i just wish someone would hug me and i could cry in there arms.
anyone really....
even a stranger.
I'm strong inside, and yet weak all at the same time.
i'm a sucker for love, and a good story.
my weakness is love, and i want it so bad and don't wanna let it go.
I want a fairy tale.
I think i'm a sad person who can hide things REALLY well.
And if someone triggers...it will all spill out in a mess of random sentences that will only make sense to those who TRULY understand.
When things coming over me...and all i have is myself.
JOHN MAYER.
GRAVITY.
That song.
it speaks.
and the guitar...is crying to me...and we're crying together.
cause we understand each other.
no matter what situation.
we understand.
I think everyone has a soul mate.
but
i also think everyone has a everyone.
I have friends.
I love them.
But i'm waiting for those friend in life the TRULY understand.
that they just know.
soul friends, perhaps?
I'll cry myself to sleep to the weeping of his guitar.
"Gravity, wants to bring me down"
but i think i've never noticed it till now.
I give advice.
but i don't get it.
i offer advice.
but i don't ask for it.
I think i just might be the fakest real person that i know.
I don't think anyone truly knows who i am, and i don't think i want them to...
I've never asked for help, and never really shown that i'm vulnerable.
It's easier to just be the shoulder to lean on, then the person who needs leaning.
It's easier to the good friend, then the person who could really can use a good friend.
I've created this bubble, that only i know exists....yet i'm not sure if i want out.
Theres times where i just wish someone would hug me and i could cry in there arms.
anyone really....
even a stranger.
I'm strong inside, and yet weak all at the same time.
i'm a sucker for love, and a good story.
my weakness is love, and i want it so bad and don't wanna let it go.
I want a fairy tale.
I think i'm a sad person who can hide things REALLY well.
And if someone triggers...it will all spill out in a mess of random sentences that will only make sense to those who TRULY understand.
When things coming over me...and all i have is myself.
JOHN MAYER.
GRAVITY.
That song.
it speaks.
and the guitar...is crying to me...and we're crying together.
cause we understand each other.
no matter what situation.
we understand.
I think everyone has a soul mate.
but
i also think everyone has a everyone.
I have friends.
I love them.
But i'm waiting for those friend in life the TRULY understand.
that they just know.
soul friends, perhaps?
I'll cry myself to sleep to the weeping of his guitar.
"Gravity, wants to bring me down"
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